Monday, finally arrived.... this place is a circus so many doctors.... so many questions at once... i'm overwhelmed and tired.... Lorenzo since arriving at children's hospital breathing normal, no IV, No eating tube, eats 100cc, no problem.... nurses asked if i wanted to bring items to keep him alert, bouncer, mobile, etc... i must admit it feels weird to bring those items here to NICU, but I got a little excited to feel normal and do normal things with my baby, like sitting in a bouncer chair... I just want to be home... I miss my life.... this is getting old.... and i feel like i leave this hell, for another arriving home is dealing with all the meltdowns, crying, all the questions, messages, school work... etc. I thank god for family, the great friends and community that helped us thru this.... i can't even remember to eat this days.... so cooking, cleaning, is totally out of the game... and i'm so worry about my kids, is like we are still in this cloud.... just floating away....
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